Thursday, May 15, 2008

Cornflakes Conflicts

So many changes around for me lately. I've gone through the best and the very worst at
the same time. While the best will always be my pocket of sunshine but the worst has
affected me as well.

Let me just put it this way, people problem are hard to solve. Machine problems are easier
to solve or at least you have a rather definite solution to it. Sounds like an
engineer kinda statement eh? considering i'm not an engineer but i still keep that in mind.

Conflicts.... i just don't know how to solve 'em and i don't think there is a solution to it.
It made me realize that relationship at workplace is pretty important too or maybe it's just
because that we were closer before this till shit happenned.

At some point, i feel that i am partially to blame too. I could have handled things better but i just
did not think of it at that very moment. There were chance that i should have made things
clearer but i did not. Anyway it's too late......

Sunday, May 04, 2008

It has been a very difficult week for me, truly a rollercoaster ride. I've experienced joy and sorrow virtually at the same time. There is totally no word to describe my current condition. But thanks to this weekend i had a bit of breathing space and came to my sanity.

I've also smell the air filt with betrayal. There will be time where i rise from the dark and beat the hell out of this mother fuckers. Fortunately, thank god that i still have the 'insider' to be my eyes.

While there are problems that can't be solved at the moment. The more i think of it the more complicated it gets. Nevertheless, i believe that time will fix everything. Time is all i have....

*Awaiting for divine intervention*

Cheerz
EJ