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Buwee
Use ur Imagination
Reservations, suspicions and uncertainties.
Just when I thought I made up my mind, I told myself I’m gonna make this decision.
Yet, there is something that feels so right at times. But at times, it doesn’t feel so right.
I have so many questions but I don’t think there is anybody in this world that can tell me the answer.
I tried hard to understand things myself, to think ‘logically’ but with my short fuse, it ain't easy.
All I can say is I’m really pushing myself to the limits and I don’t know how much longer I can stand this.
“ I just can’t look it’s killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullaby
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I’m Mr. Brightside”
EJ
It's like a dream come true... I believe the club has taken a step forward although it takes them more than a quarter of the season to show them that they need to sack BMJ. I thought that they should have sacked him last season. Nevertheless it's marvellous. Next question is who is goin to take over? Juande Ramos?? I'm not sure if he'll do the job but one thing for sure he has done an incredible job for Sevilla. Mark Hughes is another possible candidate to take over and i do think he will make our team more solid, looking at the Royers gameplay, it's good in a way.Looking back on yesterday, fireflies, special flower, temple , tortoise…. Great to have this images in my mind. It was beautiful. When I close my eyes I can still feel the breeze and your warmth.
Can’t remember when was the last time I stepped into a temple praying sincerely. It made me realize something. We pray because of fear or when we really want something or perhaps things are out of our own hands that we can only hope for the best.
Lately I’ve been very rash at making decisions. Instead of being a year older, wiser and more patient I think I’m heading the other way round. It seems it takes me only 20 seconds from 0 to boiling point.
Not only did I burn two bridges at almost the same time. I’m left stranded looking for another way out. I admit that I’ve made a terrible mistake. Life is not so forgiving I guess, not everyone will get a second chance.
At this point, I think I could use some support, be it financially, physically or just morale. On second thoughts, this is my shit, I need to clear it up myself.
ciaoz
EJ