Monday, October 29, 2007

Itchy Fingers



Chuck & Larry

unknown

Buwee

Use ur Imagination

Rumours

Gossips and rumours from the Sunday Mirror really make my imagination go wild. Before that, Juande Ramos has confirmed to take over the club. Unfortunate that, he had to see the team crumble at the dying moments of the match againts the Rovers.

1. Daniel Alves set to become the first signing for Tottenham Hotspurs

2. Ramos is expected to press for a recruitement of a new goalkeeper and central defender. ( I say screw Robinson, sell him back to Leeds...lolz)

3. Kanoute to re-join Spurs! (It'll be interesting to see him back, he's already a World Class player compared to the days when he used to play for Spurs)


That's all for today

EJ

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Reservations, suspicions and uncertainties.

Just when I thought I made up my mind, I told myself I’m gonna make this decision.

Yet, there is something that feels so right at times. But at times, it doesn’t feel so right.

I have so many questions but I don’t think there is anybody in this world that can tell me the answer.

I tried hard to understand things myself, to think ‘logically’ but with my short fuse, it ain't easy.

All I can say is I’m really pushing myself to the limits and I don’t know how much longer I can stand this.


“ I just can’t look it’s killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullaby
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I’m Mr. Brightside”


EJ

Friday, October 26, 2007

You're Fired!!!!!!

It's like a dream come true... I believe the club has taken a step forward although it takes them more than a quarter of the season to show them that they need to sack BMJ. I thought that they should have sacked him last season. Nevertheless it's marvellous. Next question is who is goin to take over? Juande Ramos?? I'm not sure if he'll do the job but one thing for sure he has done an incredible job for Sevilla. Mark Hughes is another possible candidate to take over and i do think he will make our team more solid, looking at the Royers gameplay, it's good in a way.

Only time will tell .... *excited*


EJ

Monday, October 22, 2007

Wake me up when October ends..

Looking back on yesterday, fireflies, special flower, temple , tortoise…. Great to have this images in my mind. It was beautiful. When I close my eyes I can still feel the breeze and your warmth.

Can’t remember when was the last time I stepped into a temple praying sincerely. It made me realize something. We pray because of fear or when we really want something or perhaps things are out of our own hands that we can only hope for the best.

Lately I’ve been very rash at making decisions. Instead of being a year older, wiser and more patient I think I’m heading the other way round. It seems it takes me only 20 seconds from 0 to boiling point.

Not only did I burn two bridges at almost the same time. I’m left stranded looking for another way out. I admit that I’ve made a terrible mistake. Life is not so forgiving I guess, not everyone will get a second chance.

At this point, I think I could use some support, be it financially, physically or just morale. On second thoughts, this is my shit, I need to clear it up myself.

EJ a.k.a Bee

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Peter Cincotti - Some Kind of Wonderful

If you like a bit of jazz this is a kewl song, highly recommended. This is for you babe...


All you have to do is touch my hand

To show me that you understand

And something happens to me

That's some kind of wonderful

Anytime my little world turns blue

I just have to look at you

Everything seems to be some kind of wonderful


I know I can't express this feeling of tenderness

There's so much I wanna say

But the right words just don't come my way

I just know when I'm in your embrace

This world is a happy place

And something happens to me

That's some kind of wonderful


Oh wonderful, some kind of wonderful

Great lines..

1. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it

2. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them

3. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me

4. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder

5. I'm not a com plete idiot -- Some parts are just missing

6. God must love stupid people; He made so many

7. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again?

8. Procrastinate Now!

9. A picture is worth a thousand words, but it uses up three thousand times the memory

10. Ham and eggs. A day's work for a chicken, a lifetime commitment for a pig

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Selamat Hari Rayer to all ma Muslim Friends~!

Phew, just came back from Spore yesterday night. It was quite a tiring trip. Went to so many places, all cramp is short space of time. At night i can only call for a massage for my sore foot after so much walking and i always thought that my endurance was good. Hmm..must be the shoe problem. It's a sign for a new pair of snickers!!

All the way to JB was plain sailing till the cross-over to Spore which was really jam, took a few hours as anticipated since the day before all the Money Exchanger was out of Sing dollars. It's been a while since the last time i went there. I have to say that nothing much has change since then. Went to quite a number of places since i was there for a couple of days, ate a long of good food and managed to shop a bit too. But it could have been better, didn't really get somethings which are still on my wish list.


4 things which i'm gonna miss in Spore....

1. McCafe - Has been there for quite some time already but it's still not implemented in Malaysia. Wonder when are we gonna have McCafe. It could give the others a run for their money; Starbucks , Coffee Bean etc



2. Tony Romas's baby back ribs - Simply delicious, too bad the Tony Romas here ain't serving pork. Not that i have tasted lotsa delicious ribs but i don't think there are many who can top that!!


3. Beef Noodle - This actually brings back childhood memories, always liked it. Beef noodle served in those 'condo' style with black sauce, my favourita ;)

4. Ikea's Swedish meatballs - I know we have it in Malaysia but theirs taste nicer cause it's pork. I think i ate more than 10 meatballs. The first few was nicer but towards the end, not so good partly cause too many other sidedish.

ciaoz

EJ

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Rollercoaster

Today i cant help but think bout' a messenger status from my contact list.

"Nobody dies a virgin, life fucked us all"

It has been a emotional rollercoaster the whole week. If you tell me that i will be like this bout' 3 months ago, i would have laugh my ass off. I just feel like i am not my usual self lately. So much hope and within 24 hours and it dispersed in the air in a matter of a few seconds.

'I know your saying it just to make me do the right thing'

2 days may not be a long time but hell i cherish every single moment of it..

Hope and doubt altogether....

I dun even know if i'm gonna enjoy my Spore trip later, arghh...


fuckin emo
EJ

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Is it worth it?

It was all good yesterday..

but just like in football, it takes only a second to score a goal, in other words to change the game.

One sentence immediately changed my mood or rather it makes me snap out of everything.

Although i did choose to interpret it the worst case scenario or maybe just as a precaution I guess.

It’s just amusing that moments ago I was so certain of how to approach things.

Ironically, moments later it left me wondering what I should do.

Is it really worth it?

Only time will tell…



puzzled,
EJ