Looking back on yesterday, fireflies, special flower, temple , tortoise…. Great to have this images in my mind. It was beautiful. When I close my eyes I can still feel the breeze and your warmth.
Can’t remember when was the last time I stepped into a temple praying sincerely. It made me realize something. We pray because of fear or when we really want something or perhaps things are out of our own hands that we can only hope for the best.
Lately I’ve been very rash at making decisions. Instead of being a year older, wiser and more patient I think I’m heading the other way round. It seems it takes me only 20 seconds from 0 to boiling point.
Not only did I burn two bridges at almost the same time. I’m left stranded looking for another way out. I admit that I’ve made a terrible mistake. Life is not so forgiving I guess, not everyone will get a second chance.
At this point, I think I could use some support, be it financially, physically or just morale. On second thoughts, this is my shit, I need to clear it up myself.
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