Moody

Not in a good condition to train today, cuz i've injured my foot yesterday during training. My slap kick landed on my opponent's elbow. At first it was still ok, but after training finished, my foot swelled. Today it's still sweeling but it doesnt really hurt, so i'm still undecided whether to go jogging tomorrow or not. My back is still aching a bit, need to slowly increase the intensity of my training, need to take it slowly. My reverse punch speed is still about average, need to bring it to another level. Hopefully i can do 100 reverse punch everyday in the next few weeks time. At the moment it's still about getting used to doing reverse punch over and over again everyday. At the same time, need to train more on kata as well, as next week i have to do a demo during the Interfaculty opening ceremony. At the same time still need to allocate some time to study..sigh. Don't really have the mentality to concentrate well in lectures and even when i'm reading notes, most of the time my mind is not there. What is wrong with me??? I guess i can't get over the things that happened to me bout a month ago. Everything is still kinda fresh in my mind and there's virtually nothing i can do bout it...alrite enough talkin bout this sad chapter of my life, which i'm still tryin to erase from my life.
Was damn bloody pissed just now, there's a hair line crack on my nunchuks already as a result of hammering just now, i just need to adjust the gap, but i cant get a nice knot..sigh, wasted like half an hour on it and still cant get it done. dammit...and i need it to practise for the demo next week...bloody shitttttttt anyway dat's all today i guess... need to sleep early cuz 2moro got a dumb tutorial at 8am ...hate morning class...