The four letter word i hate the most

For the past few weeks the same word has been referred on me. This four letter word has really affected me emotionally, physically …gosh what else can I say? Day by day friends, relatives have been asking me what happened to …………... I wish I know the answer. I wish I had the solution to it. To say the least, this is r-e-a-l-l-y d-i-s-t-u-r-b-i-n-g. Hope it’ll get better soon. Pray for me ya?